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| 7 A.M.NO COMPUTER.11 A.M.NO COMPUTER.I WANTED TO BLAME..I WANTED TO GROUND.I WANTED IT?NEVER TOUCHED.?I WANTED THE DAY BEFORE BACK!!!I BECAME LOST -?LOST OVER TYPEWRITTEN WORDS - LOST OVER UNCHECKED E-MAILS - LOST OVER UPDATES AND COMMENTS AND BLOGS.MY DAY BEGAN AT THE COMPUTER.MY DAY ENDED BY ITS LIGHT.MID-DAY WAS FILLED WITH BRIEF MOMENTS OF SELF PLEASURE.NOW ALL WAS GONE.HOW CAN I BLAME??HOW CAN I SHAKE MY HEAD??HOW CAN I DENY?HOW CAN I ACCUSE?THE BEGINNING SEEMED BLEAK.THE WITHDRAWAL SEEMED SO REAL.THE LOSS BROUGHT SELF PITY.FRUSTRATION.CONTEMPT.WHAT VALUE IS THIS?WHO AM I TO GRIEVE FOR MERE PLASTIC AND CHIPS?DARE I SPEAK OF DISPLAYS WHEN ANGER ABOUNDS?CRY ALOUD - NO SUCH THING !I WILL NOT GIVE IN TO TEMPER. |
| CONTEMPT.WHAT VALUE IS THIS?WHO AM I TO GRIEVE FOR MERE PLASTIC AND CHIPS?DARE I SPEAK OF DISPLAYS WHEN ANGER ABOUNDS?CRY ALOUD - NO SUCH THING !I WILL NOT GIVE IN TO TEMPER.I WILL NOT SUCUMB TO BELITTLEMENT.I WILL NOT IMPOSE MY BRASH SENTIMENTS.I WILL NOT FALL DOWN TO SIN.RISE UP AND REJOICE.ALL IS RESTORED.RISE UP AND REJOICE.ALL IS MADE NEW.RISE UP AND REJOICE.ALL IS FORGIVEN.RISE UP AND REJOICE.ALL IS NOW WHOLE.WHERE DOES WORTH LIE?WHAT COLOR IS HOPE?HOW DOES LOVE TASTE?THE AROMA OF FORGIVENESS?THE TOUCH OF BEGINNINGS?THE BREATH OF TOMORROW?FOOLISH ME. LOOK AND YOU WILL SEE . . . |
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