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Since I been back from SanDiego, I been very tired and weak.I thought when I got back I would feel a little better but I really don't.I was happy to be home but sad to leave the situation back in SanDiego.The Funeral was beautiful.The Service was so touching I couldn't stop crying.I thought my head was going to explode.?Seeing all the people there that cared for Kevin and people who had issues with Kevin still showed respect for him.It was awesome.?I wish I could have talked to everyone and thanked them for coming.I been away from SanDiego for the last 10 years so there was alot of people there I didn't know.?The ones that are realy hurting are his girls.They are so confused and so young they don't understand.Shoot, I don't understand either and I am 35 years old.I wish I could take everyones pain away.?I feel sick that the girls are going through what they are going through.I lost my Dad when I was 1 years old but I don't have any memories of him.

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I lost my Dad when I was 1 years old but I don't have any memories of him.They have memories of thier Dad.I know they will never forget thier daddy.?I have to get back into my regular routine.I have to get my mind set on my FET in April and get my body back in shape.I want to get back into walking everyday like I was and eating right.No more sodas and no more caffine for me. So lookout withdrawls here they come!!I can already feel the headaches coming.I haven't been in touch with alot of my friends and I hope everyone can see I am going through so much right now and I do think of all my friends.?I care so much about everyone that when someone hurts I hurt to.?I feel others pain.I am going to start up seeing my counsilor again?and hopefully that can help.Phil has been so good to me like always and cooking breakfast, lunch and dinner and cleaning house and what ever I want he does for me. He is the best.Tomorrow I am going to start my walking again and hopefully that will help with my moods.Love you all and hope everyone had a good weekend and once again Happy New Year!

Last Updated ( Thursday, 17 July 2008 )

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